HAAAAY Yall!!! It's ME!! WHOO HOO!!! Im at home in Ithaca, NY right now. Actually I have been here since Christmas eve, but I have been running like crazy and have had NO time to sit and blog. I don't really have time now either but I felt like I need to say something...anything.
So far my visit has been great! My sister and I had a small argument the night I got here, but thats been all worked out. It has been great seeing my family and friends. I have thought alot about coming back here. And then I thought alot about slitting my wrists!! (haha)I dunno...I have ALOT of thinking to do. I don't have too much holding me in Georgia right now...except me. Thats where I want to be, but where do I need to be??? *sigh*
I spent the weekend in Hellmira with kim n them. I have some pictures to post soon. We went out Saturday night and I was able to see alot of old friends. We had a really good time and that suprised me. Maybe because I didn't have Quis with me this time. I spent some time with Sean and Will. Those are 2 of my old flames (hehe). I spent today at the prison with Steve (babies daddy) We even had a nice visit. I haven't actually seen him in 5 years. So I wasn't sure what to expect. His momtold him "don't start NO shit" I'm very glad he took her advice.
Well I better head out and try to wrap up my visits. I will try to get online tonight and post pictures and more details of my trip. I will be back in Athens Tuesday evening. Hopefully I will me ringing in the New Years with my siblings MsThing (I miss that lil heffa *sniffle*)
Dear SHELBY,
Take charge of your life today, SHELBY! You will find that the more you take action, the more you will feel awake, alert, and alive. Perhaps you feel like you want to suddenly pursue a stage career. This is the kind of day in which you need more variety than usual. People who are bright and happy will catch your eye today. Feel free to latch onto the fast track. You are ready! sheldawg at 12/29/2003 12:10:00 PM
Monday, December 15, 2003
Dear SHELBY,
The key to being successful, SHELBY, is to maintain an air of stability and grounding. If others see you as being too flighty and off-the-wall, they will be hesitant about putting their trust in you. Make sure you do everything in your power to boost your clout. You will need this support from others later on. Concentrate on creating a solid base from which to build your empire.
Weekend Review........
As usual there isn't much to say. I was supposed to go downtown with Kelly friday night. We have been waiting for her to have her baby so we can start going out together again. Well the baby has alil cold and mommy isn't ready to leave her (I can't be too mad at that). BNut of course this meant that I would be spending friday night in the house. Christy had to work so I was out of options (how lonely and pathetic is that?). So since Nicole was already at my house since she was gonna babysit. Her and I just went and got some movies and some pizza and chilled out. Mark came by for a couple of hours and drank a lil somethin somethin with us.
Saturday I got up and ran some errands early in the morning. I had to go return some stuff my mother had purchased for me fromthe campus bookstore via the web. I got some really nice, warm sweatpants and a new winter hat to keep my head warm when I go to NY next week.
That evening Derrick came by. We had a nice time until he got a phone call that he needed to go rescue his sister from downtown as she was a drunken mess and underage (he is so sweet). On Sunday he went shopping and bought me a new silver necklace (yay). Its been a very long time since someone has done something like that for me!! awwwwwwwww......I guess he deserves a little bit more of my time now.
He also noticed that I had a flat tire while he was there. Him and his friend procedded to change my tire (the damn spare was flat too) ughh. So they took the tire and go me some air.
Sunday evening Blo came to town. Ihaven't seenhim in about a month so it was cool to hang out with him. He brought some movies too!! (ever since my cable got shut off I have been a DVD watching biatch) Marquis came by to chill for a while too since Blo was there.
He noticed my new necklace (since I had taken the one he bought me last year off to wear my new one). Obviously he caught some feelings about another man buying me a gift! OH WELL! SHYT!! eat your hear out Quis!! this was YOUR decision!! I'm not dead or busted ugly..so guess what! you may not want me or mytime but SOMEONE does!! HMPF!
I am not sure why yall are having a hard time seeing my lil bro *sigh* I am sure I used the right code!! can yall see lil jon and the hummer??? LMAO well for those of you interested in checking my brother out..go here!
sheldawg at 12/11/2003 07:16:00 AM
Dear SHELBY,
Overindulgence in food and drink may have you feeling a little under the weather today. It's nothing to worry about, SHELBY, you only need to rest, relax and watch what you eat and drink. Try to occupy your mind by working on a project you love that doesn't require a lot of physical activity. It could take a little effort, but it beats watching TV all day.
Okay as most of you know I SUCK because I have no cable. I missed the damn billboard awards last night (BOOOOO) *sigh* for some reason I am an award show addict. I have to watch all music awards.
Here is MY BOI lil Jon!! I LOVE HIM!!! GET LOW..."to the window..to the wall" He took home several awards....
as well as Beyonce, 50, Chingy (yall know he is a lil cutie) and Outkast!! YAY!!!!
Keeping with the celebrity theme...for those of you who haven't heard. They went ahead and charged Bobby Brown with battery from his altercation with Miss Whitney a few days ago (see it here)
Okay...I'm goin for now, but Im sure I will be back. I usually blog several times a day (hehe) we have a big dessert part today at 3. Nothing but desserts *sigh* my tummy gonna be achin later!!
sheldawg at 12/11/2003 05:47:00 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
My lil brother
I just got a call from my lil bro! I just love him! he has grown into quite a good guy. He used to be sooo damn annoying! ughh! He will not be able to spend christmas with us this year. He is opting to stay in florida with his girlfriend since she cant get time off work.
For those of you who haven't seen my brother..this si him! I am SOO proud of him!! **warning** he is a hottie and my friends have already picked numbers to stand in line!
I am SOOO mad at his autograph..he has been practicing it since he was 10 at least!
Dear SHELBY,
You have the ability to make some important breakthroughs in whatever project you set your mind to, SHELBY. Try not to get bogged down by your emotions, which may be feeling heavy and stale. Infuse your day with a blast of unconventional thinking. Try to adopt a new and fresh attitude toward whatever you want to accomplish. A new perspective is all you need to make this day extremely productive.
*GASP* say it aint so Bobby..........Dammit when will Whitney WAKE UP!!! When I saw this today..my jaw dropped! There is NO WAY a damn DIVA like Whitney is gonna tolerate this!
Okay..I have to go start my day..I just had to say something about that nonsense first!
Last night was very cool. Nicole and I went to the Georgia basketball game compliments of her momma winning some free tickets. I was very happy to be able to get out of the house. Her mom kept Sierra for me so I could have a little "Shelby time" (Thank you Miss Margo).
One thing I must mention about Nicole. You all may have noticed that she is very young. She started out to be just my babysitter. We have become more like Big/lil sisters. Her home situation is not very good. Her daddy is a total asshole and talks down to her and her momma on a regular basis. He is never usually home on weekends because he is out sleeping around. Her brother isn't much better. In fact he gave her a black eye earlier this year. I hate that she is surrounded by such negativity. Her mom is just very weak and from what I can see has basically given up! Her daddy moved out recently and we really thought things would get better. But he still comes around to remind them how stupid, lazy and worthless they all are. She doesn't need that shyt. She is a senior this year and I am trying my hardest to make sure she goes to college and does something spectacular with her life. I try to be s stable person in her life as much as I can be being the mess that I am.
If anything I give her an option of not having to be in that environment.
Anyhoo, the team lost, but we still had a great time. We sat in the section with most of the other athletes. The vibe was just really cool!! I think everyone just wanted to chill since classes just ended and exams are about to start.
The OTHER dawgs will be in the Capital One bowl on New Years day!! BOOO!!! I am so mad they lost to LSU TWICE this year! I haven't even been able to talk about it until now. But since I was sitting around most of the guys last night I felt compelled to say something (umm...of course I didn't say it to THEM..they are rather large ya know) but in the safety on my own blog..I would like to say BOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
UPDATE for my falcons fans...REEVES is OUT!! see it here..
Here is a picture of the new hummer pick up truck!! we can expect to see these all over ATL VERY soon!!
AALIYAH: Like Aaliyah, you are one in a million, girl. You don't care about what others might say about you, you just keep it real and do you. You are a sweet, caring person who is always happy and knows how to have fun. People know that and can't keep away from your addicting personality. You hold it down for your family AND your friends. And those Harry Potter books? You know you gotta read 'em.
FYI - sometimes I post several times a day (because I am bored at work or something may just strike me) so make sure you scroll yourself down!! thanx!
sheldawg at 12/09/2003 12:00:00 PM
This link takes you to a live stream view of the campus at Cornell University in my hometown (Ithaca, NY). As you can see they have some snow right now. I like to check this out every once in awhile to remind me of home. I use to work at Cornell prior to my moving to GA.
sheldawg at 12/09/2003 07:14:00 AM
I just received a call from MsThing, she is having interent problems and cant get online! funny thing is she works at a damn interent company!! UUGHH!!! this is from her "*SIIIIIGGGHHH*" she is very upset right now because she can't log in and start her daily blog fest. We were chatting yesterday about how fast our days are going by at work now because we have so many blogs to read and so many comments to make!! We are still working ;) (heheh) but our days are just that much better now! MsThing and I spend all day chattin via AIM. Im not sure either of us would make it a day without AIM or Blogger!!
sheldawg at 12/09/2003 06:53:00 AM
Dear SHELBY,
Your light and breezy spirit may have some trouble harmonizing with the prevailing mood today, SHELBY. Usually, when you're cornered, you're always able to find a way to squirm to safety. But today you may run out of clever maneuvers. Even though you face the day's challenges alone and unaided, you will survive them the same way. Good for you!
Okay I don't know what the hell is wrong with me today. But I have some MAJOR cramps or something! DAMMIT! I can barely move or sit or dammit walk! UGHHH!! I took a damn pepcid ac, advil...nothing is working! stomach stuff is the worst!! grrrrrr!!
And today of all days is our department christmas luncheon. I am so excited there is so much good stuff here!!
MsThingc alled me last night all freaked out about that Peter Jennings special. I don't have cable so I didn't see it, but when I arrived at work today EVERYONE is talking about it. And I work in the Foods and Nutrition Department...you would think the know of that stuff!1 and they are shocked! Since I didn't see teh show I will have to log onto the website and catch up.
We interupt this blog to bring you some special pictures of my babigurl! You can continue past these pictures for today's post.
Like my girl BlaBru said..I BETTA NOT FIND ANY OF THESE PICTURES OF MY BABY FLOATING AROUND THE NET!! take this as a warning I may look sweet and innocent but you will get cut behind some shady shyt involving my kid! OK!
These are 2 of my favorite pictures. I found them while trying to locate some other pictures for my mom.
Here is Sierra at her 4th birthday party at school.....
And here she is when we attended Anthony's wedding....
I want to say WASSUUUUUUUUUUUP! to my fellow Twin KillaCal. Thanx for stoppin by my spot! you should go holla at another TWIN...BlaBru..she is a supergreat chick!! I luvs her!
sheldawg at 12/08/2003 07:27:00 AM
Dear SHELBY,
Differences of opinions may be a source of pleasant and rich conversation, as opposed to harsh arguments today, SHELBY. Make sure that this is so. There is no need to get aggressive toward someone just because he or she doesn't believe the same things you do. Allow others to have their own perspective and see what you can learn in the process of understanding where they are coming from.
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.
Hmm....am I really??? heheh. I think SOMEONE would beg to difffer. Or maybe I just wasn't perfect for him!! *shrug*.
So far my day is going pretty good. Lets track back the weekend (which as most of my regular readers already know..was incredibly boring)
Friday I hung out with my friend Mark. Him and I always have a goodtime together. He is good boyfriend material, but too young for me. We have had our *moments* but thats really all it can ever be.
Saturday I spent the day preparing to watch the SEC Championship game (we will NOT discuss that mess HERE.....UGHH!! what happened to my DAWGS???)
I always feel so bad after coming in on Monday and reading about all the fun my siblings and fellow blogsters had over the weekends...I have no life!!! dammit! when did this happen??? actually I know when it happened *sigh*. I am determined to make 2004 happen for me! I have spent alot of time thinking over th past few months and trying to see what changes I need to make in my life. I hope that I make the right choices. I spent alot of 2003 making bad decisions *grrr*.
When I moved to Georgia in 1997 I was accompanied by 3 friends. We came here to start a new life and make new friends. I was doing that just fine till I met Quis. After that I put all my everything into him. His friends were my friends, his family was my family...you know how it goes. I never made a life for me. And now that we are no longer together..I can see how bad that was. My social life has basically come to a screeching hault! Inever have any money to do anything since I now have the burden of paying bills alone (We had just moved into a larger place in May..I put him out in August). I have to save EVERY penny!!
So 2004 is gonna be all about ME!!! I need a more affordable apt., I need a better paying job, and I need some cool friends (well I already have some of those but they all live in ATL). I really would like to move to ATL. It's gonna take alot of planning on my part. My lease to my current apt. ends June 1. It would probably not make much sense to move to a smaller, cheaper place before that because I dont want to be moving e'ery freaking 6 months!!! I also need to really take some time to research school for Sierra. The schools in ATL scare me! my child has a disability so I am always worried about who she is around when I am not there. Kids can be VERY cruel. So her school is top priority as to my deciding what area of ATL I will move. Also, I dont want to leave Athens until she is finished with shcool.
A big part of children with autism is that they do not adapt well to change. So the move alone would be a big thing for her. And then changing schools and not being in the same school with the same teachers she has had since kindergarden. She is in a self contained class right now. So she will remain with teh same teachers throughout her elementary years (unless we move).
Leaving Athens will be kind of hard because I do feel at home here. Its the same small town - college town deal as where I grew up (Ithaca, NY). I am not much of a big city person. But something MUST change. I am tried of being broke all the time. And I am tired of not being able to hang out with my siblings when I want to.
I am also determind to make a final break from Quis in 2004. We MUST start seperating ourselves form each other if we arentgonna work it out. This is NOT healthy for me.
YAY!! good news..I called SCANA energy and they arent gonna turn my gas off today!! WHOO HOO!! *sigh of relief*. I am sure they are used to people making payments arrangements around the holiday season!
Okay...time to go do some work. I may have some more to bitch about later....we'll see how the day goes!!
Tommorrow is the release date for the new Musiq CD!! Somehow, Someway..imma have that mofo!!!
sheldawg at 12/08/2003 06:57:00 AM
Friday, December 05, 2003
Dear SHELBY,
You may have the spark that lights the fireworks today, SHELBY. Indeed, this day is right up your alley. You should be able to accomplish a great deal under the prevailing astrological climate. Just make sure you are constructive with your criticism, and be careful that you aren't abrasive toward the people you are dealing with. In other words, be nice.
Ooooooooooh!! okat let me try to be nice today! it's friday so I am in a pretty good mood so far. The powers that be have yet to chew my ass out about anything YET today so things look good.
I always check in with my local newspapers from back home when I arrive at work in the morning. I guess I just have the need to know what is going on back home. Anyhoo, While browsing the online edition of the star gazette, I noticed that they have a section dedicated to the recap of the Rich Girls. I guess they feel the need to do this since Tommy Hilfiger's family is from Elmira (they recently turned their old home into a museum) *sigh*. Anyway, I always get tickled to see how really silly these girls are!! lawd! I hope if I ever get a chance to have alot of money I dont loose my common sense as soon as I get rich!
I'mnot in too much of a blogging mood today. I dont feel very creative or as if I have much to share. I will go and check in with my blog circle of friends and see if any of them inspire me!!
sheldawg at 12/05/2003 06:29:00 AM
This is the obituary from my friend that was killed last week. Word is the fycker that did it is on suicide watch now. I guess once the drugs cleared his system he realized what he did and tried to take himself out. WHY did they stop him??
Cashebia Lundy
Sparta - Cashebia Lundy, 24, died Wednesday, Nov. 26, 2003. Services will be at 3 p.m. Wednesday at Brown's Chapel A.M.E. Church. Burial will be in the church cemetery. Survivors include her mother, Gladys Lundy, Athens; her father, Johnnie Frank Reynolds, Sparta; a daughter, Colisha Lundy, Athens; two sisters, Christie Lundy and Lasonja Hunt, both of Athens; two brothers, Kelvis Lundy, Athens, and Derrick Dixon, Macon; and her grandmother, Gladys Lundy, Sparta. Ingram Brothers Funeral Home has charge of arrangements.
Stories like this make me SOO angry!! There are so many people in the world more deserving of being blessed with a child and are not able to because of a variety of reasons. And then people that can have children take advantage of it. How could you do this to a child..let alone YOUR child!! DAMMIT!! UGHH!!
This girl was beautiful and I'm sure had SOO much to look forward to. Let's pray for her that she is now in God's hands and gets the peace she deserves.
sheldawg at 12/04/2003 07:05:00 AM
You should be dating a Gemini
21 May - 20 June
This mate is inquisitive, entertaining and charming, liberal, broad-minded and youthful. Though Gemini has a tendency to be impatient, gossipy and sometimes irritable, this twin has the ability to expresses his or her pent up emotions during sex!
Hmm...interesting. I took thsi quiz after visiting Lashundra's site. WHY?? would they say I should be witha nother Gemini!! LAWD! I noticed they told my twin BlaBru the same thing! Let me check with my astrology resource MsThing to see what the deal is.....I'll get back with ya!
sheldawg at 12/04/2003 05:50:00 AM
Dear SHELBY,
You should be flying high as a kite as you interact with many different people and come together with others on many different levels, SHELBY. You have created a whole fantasyland for yourself in which you play the starring role. You are the perfect saleswoman who can convince someone into buying a down jacket in the summertime. You can win everyone over to your side of the argument with your dualistic nature and slightly manipulative ways. Use these powers for good; do not take advantage of others.
WHOA!! I am feeling on top of the world!! LMAO
Anyway, its finally Thrusday which brings us one more day closer to the weekend (YAY). Not like I have anything exciting planned (I never do) Actually the SEC Championship game is on Saturday night so I must find a place to have a few drinks and watch my Bulldawgs beat LSU *praying*.
Kelly came by last night. She was able to take a few minutes to get out of the house. She has been complaining that she has been "stuck" inside for days. She came ALL the over to my house only to leave 30 mins. later because she missed the baby LMAO..new mothers are soo funny!! When I go home at Christmas I will have NO problem taking a few days to myself while Sierra visits with Grandma and them. I guess that's also because I know she will be coming back to GA with me. On those occasions when I am leaving her there for the summer...I don't let go so easily. My sibling muffin is experiencing that now. Her daughter is in Cali for a few months and she won't be able to spend Christmas with her. Hang in there sibling!! we will make sure that your Christmas and New years are very enjoyable.
It rained all night last night and I slept sooo good. I was NOT wanting to get out from my warm comforter this morning (arghhh). I guess I better prepare for this kind of weather since I will probably be stuck in some snow back home. Damn that reminds me Sierra needs some new boots *sigh*. SEE this is JUST what I was talking about.
Everything seems to be okay with everyone at work today. I'm not totallys ure what is going on, but there is definatley some shade being thrown around the office. Like MsThing said an office full of woman is not a good thing. Too many emotions flying around all the time.
HEY..I just got good news! we get a FREE day off work on Dec. 19th. Apparently the building will be closed that day because of some work they need to do to the heating system. This means we get the day off and we dont have to use our annual leave. I love knowing that I can take a friday off and not have to loose anything!!
Dear SHELBY,
Just like for your male Gemini brothers, SHELBY, this day is open to all kinds of analytical thinking whether it is introspective, psychoanalytical or scientific. It's even a little scary to think of what a conversation between two Geminis might be like today! A person couldn't even give her own opinion without it having to be discussed for hours and hours!
What the hell is in the air today??? DAMN! I haven't even been here a full hour and the whole office has already been cussed out. Apparently somewhere along the line one of the students assistantship money got fycked up and she hasn't been able to register for classes since they want some money from her ass. I handled my part of the situation as did my supervisor, but we still all felt the heat from the Graduate Coordinator. Actually I was lucky because I missed the real rage yesterday afternoon as she stormed in here and told our boss that we all fycked everything up. She cooled off a little during the night, but got here fresh and early to continue her path of destruction. She also made the realization that I took care of my part so she isnt so mad at me no mo *whew*.
This woman is evil yall..I'm tellin ya! Everyone is very intimadated by her. She is just one of those folx that completely flies off the handle at the drop of a dime.
Okay....we are gonna really hope this day gets better.
My evening was nice. Derrick came over and watched a couple movies with me. He is so sweet. I haven't been giving Derrick enough credit. I think I am gonna spend more time with him. He is someone I met through Nicole.
Well lemme go so I can start making sure the rest of this assistanship stuff gets straightened out. It's not a good time to be without a job ok!!
UGHHH..and FYCK Sonny Perdue..bastard!! look at this bullshyt! *searching monster.com for a new gig*
I wanted to shout out to the folx at yahoo today...they recently updated their photo album format and I love it!! YAY! you can view mine HERE..enjoy!
sheldawg at 12/02/2003 09:28:00 AM
Shout out - My girl MsThing helped me out today with my HTML issues. I have been trying to learn how to post pictures in my blog and been VERY unsuccessful until now. Well actually we need to thank Chezpink because she helped MsThing who helped me!! how much love is that yall!! aint it beautiful???
I also need to send a shout out to my TWIN..my new found blogger friend Miss BlaBru. She is too funny!! go check her out...
sheldawg at 12/02/2003 07:53:00 AM
Dear SHELBY,
Today, it's almost as though you're graduating from college with a degree in love. And it's an honors degree, at that. Today, your morale is so strong that you are able to look at relationships from all sorts of angles. You can see what's right and what's wrong not only in your own love life, but in your friends' relationships as well. What do you say, SHELBY, is it time to go on to graduate school?
I had such a hard time waking up this morning. It is so cold outside and so toasty in my bed!! UGHH!! Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to take 3 muts out to use the bathroom at 6am!! then they just walk around and sniff every damn leaf on the ground..take a piss already!
There are 3 weeks until I leave to go home for Christmas. Aside from being a nervous wreck about being in Hartsfield Airport on Christmas Eve. It's like a whole dramatic thing. Sierra is not at all thrilled about being in a place with alot of people like that..I mean she freaks out in wal mart. So the process of dragging her all over the airport is enough to make me want to hurt someone. Then I will have to get the HELLA early. My flight is at 3:00pm so I will have to be there around 11 or 12 probably. Since I can't get Quis to drop us off I will have to drive and leave my car..which presents another issue of having to find a place to park, get Sierra on a shuttle, get to the airport. I am gonna be totally exhausted by the time I get home. And the fun still wont be over. I land in Rochester at 5:00pm. My parents will meet me there for the 2 hour ride to Ithaca (maybe 1 1/2 hours) then we have to go to my uncles house for Christmas eve fesitivities. I am pretty damn sure by this point I will just want to go to my momma's house and chill.
That's just a very long day for Sierra and I. I hope they are prepared to deal with a total BRAT. Because that is what she and I will both be by that point. Usually we have Christmas Eve at my momma's house. We have done that for so many years I can't even count..but NOOOO this is the year they decide to change everything the fyck around just so my uncle can show off his new home!! I haven't spent a christmas at home in 5 years and THIS is the year they change shyt!
I spoke to Kim last night only to find out that Danille's dum ass is pregnant! *sigh* she JUST went through this about 6 months ago. I don't understand what is wrong with people. I'm not gonna say I haven't made some mistakes. But I can tell you that I wouldnt make the same mistake again 6 months after the first..and such a BIG mistake too. Not just a little tiny one. So she will now officially be stuck in Hellmira for the rest of her existance just like Kim, Shelly and Bridgett. They will just keep having babies with mofos that will never give a fuck and more than likely spend the rest of their lives in Jail (oh damn..I have one of them too..shyt...they can at least learn from MY mistake) The only good thing that I can say about these girls is they remind me how much worse my life could be. I mean, I love my girls, don't get me wrong. But they can be some dumb bitches at times I swear!
Anyway, let's get this day started. I will probably write more later.........
Oh yeah...one more thing....
The Atlanta City Council voted 11-4 early today to force bars and nightclubs throughout the city to stop selling alcohol at 2:30 a.m. and close their doors at 3 a.m. For more info on THAT situation you can refer to www.ajc.com
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.
Dear SHELBY,
The sky is the limit, so go for it, SHELBY. Matters regarding money and luck are in your favor despite what your romantic partner may have you believe. Indecisiveness on your part may cause frustration in a romantic situation but don't let this hold you back from the huge period of wealth and prosperity that awaits you. This is a time to expand and go beyond your limits, not a time to feel hindered and restricted by others.
Okay now that's a reading I can deal with....and it's more on point that you could ever imagine!!
Okay before I begin my Thanksgiving wrap up I wanted to thank all of you in kept my Naunie in their prayers. She is doing GREAT!! she is now back home and doin very well!! Thank you again for all the prayers you said for my Grandma!!
Oh and one more thing...HOW BOUT THEM DAWGS!!! Yes that's right!! my Dawgs will be defending their title again this year in the SEC Championship game against LSU!! GOOO DAWGS!!
Sad News
On my way into work last wednesday, I had to drop Sierra off with Nicole. When I came down the street I noticed alot of police cars, ambulances and fire trucks surrounded by friend Cal's house. There was also alot of yellow tape. I immediatley thought there had been a fire and was concerned for my friend. We soon found out that wasn't the case at all. My friend Cal's sister, Sheeba, had been brutally murdered by her boyfriend. Sheeba and her family were my neighbors for 3 years until I moved in June. She lived with her mother, Gladys, who had suffered from a stroke 2 years ago and was still going to therapy 3 times a week. Also Sheeba's brother Cal and her daughter Alisha lived in the home. Her punk ass man Terry (aka Buck) lived there on and off. According to Cal and some of my other friends Sheeba had recently told Buck to leave again. He was obviously not happy about that. On the night in question he had told some friends that he was going to go try to talk to her (at 2:00am). After returning to his friends house from "talking" he informed them that he had tried to talk to Sheeba but she threatened to call the police so he "just started stabbing her" (that's how he told his friends). So one of his friends called over to her house to try to warn her brother Cal that something may be wrong. Unfortunatly, this is sorta like one of those sitauations where..when you ask for help so many times..people get tired of hearing you cry. Buck and Sheeba fought very regularly. And usually it ended up with someone getting smacked or something. So Cal didn't really pay to much attention to the warning since he was asleep when he answered the phone. At 6:00 that morning Sheeba's 8 year old daughter, ALisha, found her laying outside their home.
While some of the details are still sketchy. We do know that he hit Sheeba in the head with a brick, stabbed her once in her side and once in her chest and also raped her. She had tried to crawl to the windo or the door and wasn't able to make it. I can't begin to tell you all the ways I feel about this situation. I spent some time with her brother Cal over thanksgiving break. He is having a very hard time. Im sure it bothers him to know he may have been able to help her. And to know that her little girl will have that image of her mother in her head forever is almost too much for me to bear.
Let's keep Cal, Gladys and especially little Alisha in our prayers as well. And pray that the law will do that right thing with that fycker buck!! UGHHH!!
Okay...now for the wrap up!
Wednesday night I got a visit from a guy I met on BlackPlanet. We have sent notes back and forth for about a month. He lives in Atlanta but is from Athens. His name is Jason and he is FINE!!! his picture didn't do his face justice. I could tell he had a NIIICE body, but couldn't really tell if his grill was tight!! When he arrived at my house I was very happy to see that he looked GOOOD!!! he only stayed for a few minutes as he had just made it into town and had to attend to prior family engagements. We made plans to get together again on his next trip to Athens.
Thursday I spent the morning with Mark and Cal and then headed to Kelly's to eat. It was a very small group just me, Sierra, Kelly, her mom, her grandparents and baby Ava. There was WAY more food than what we needed. I was very thankful for all the invites I received to different peoples homes for Dinner.
I spent Thursday night putting up my christmas tree and all my decorations!! YAY!!
I didn't do much during th day on friday except fight with Quis. Well we didn't really fight I guess. We just "discussed" edning our realtionship. I know that sounds funny because..we have been broken up for 3 months. But actually we havent. We have still spent time together, we still call each other for little things. He told me on Friday that he thinks we should "go our seperate ways" *SIGH*. I have been trying to do that. It's some hard shit!! and he doesn't make it any easier. We finally ended with saying that we woud not communicate with each other until christmas when he would need to have access to my house to watch the dogs for me while Im in NY.
Later that night, however, at 1:00am to be exact, he called me. He was downtown NOT having a good time and was thinking about our conversation from earlier that day. He said he really wanted to come see me. I told him that I thought that was a VERY bad idea in the light of what we had discussed earlier. He said that if I change my mind to leave him a message and he would check his VM before he left the bar. Well I decided against leaving him a message and went to sleep. So beginning at 2:30 until about 3:30 he called me..from 3 different phones!! *sigh* I thought we decided NO unless I left you a message. Which I didn't!! I AM TRYING TO GET OVER YOU DAMMIT!! UGHH!! so I sat next to my caller id and listened to the phone ring off the hook. Finally as soon as it seemed he had given up..there was a knock at my bedroom window, of course, it was Quis. I went to open the front door and there he was looking a confused mess freezing his ass off! "When you didn't answer the phone I thought you had company" ... "oh did you..well then why did you still come?" he even had his friend drive slowly down my road to make sure there was not a car in my driveway before he came.
I don't understand!! UGHHH!!!! either we get back together..or you leave me alone!! thats it!! figure it the fyck out patnah!
So saturday my day was dedicated to my DAWGS!! as I mentioned earlier they beat Georgia Tech which put them in the SEC Championship game again this year.
Oh I forgot to mention that on Friday during the day my friend Sean from Philly came through to holla at a playa!! I have known Sean since 1996 when I used to chat on IRC (Internet Relay Chat). We hung out once when I went to Philly in 1997. The rest is Instant Message history. It was nice to see him.
Do any of you remember AlphaMike??? he was the fool I told you about in Spetember that accused me of taking $20 from his dum ass!! UGHH!! anyway, he called me on Saturday. Like NOTHING happened. Wanting to know when he can see me again!! YEAH RIGHT!! how bout NEVER!!
My "friend" Mark stayed with me Saturday night!! I love hanging out with him. We just goof off!! its so nice to have someone that I dont have to be serious with all the time. Too bad he wasn't older!! damn!! yall just dont know!! UMPH UMPH UMPH!!
I took Sierra to see the Cat in The Hat on Sunday! we had a nice time. I really liked the movie. I did think they coud have done much more with it..but it was still cute!
That evening Nicole and I got a vist from Bobby and Derrick. Derrick is someone that Nicoles friend Bobby has tried to hook me up with before. He is pretty nice. Another one that is a little younger that I want. But like I said before. Its all about YOU and how YOU treat ME. You dont have to be old to be grown and mature and treat someone like a woman. He has an interesting job. He buries people. Yep thats right..he digs graves and places the bodies in there. He gets paid well. And he was very concerned about me being comfortable. Offereing to buy drinks and food or whatever else I may have wanted or needed.
That brings us to today..MONDAY!! BLEEEEEEEEEEEHHH! I have 23 days until I leave for NY. I cant wait to get home and see my family. Especially after this recent incident with my Naunie. 3 more work weeks!!!
